Sick.

Haven't been feeling so hot lately.

I'm sick, not just physically though. I'm sick of high school. I'm sick of petty drama. I'm sick of backstabbing and rumors and jealousy. I'm sick of sleep deprivation and pretending I'm content with my life. I'm sick of not being able to love TJ like I want to. I'm sick of not having the ability to speak my mind.

I'm sick of not being able to live my life the way I believe I should. I'm sick of parents who try and shove their crazy ideologies down my not-so-conservative throat. I'm sick of being treated like a child when I'm actually closer to becoming an adult.

I'm sick of the public school system. I'm sick of walking into school and being immediately categorized as a criminal. I'm sick of insane due dates and packed work weeks. I'm sick of pretending I care about grades and tests and studying.

I'm sick of pretending I care about much anything at all. I'm sick of being someone I'm not. I'm sick of lying to everyone's faces. I'm just sick.

I'm just terribly sick.

Love,
Caitlyn