Why do you have to be emotionally exhausted? Why can’t you feel
like I’m letting myself feel? Because I have just as many emotional
walls built up as you, but I’m allowing them to fall for you. I fucking
love you, damn it. I would do anything for you. And I want you so
fucking much, all the fucking time.
I want you to stop fucking studying for calculus. I want you to look up from that goddamn book and think, “Shit, I just fucked up” and call me and apologize for thinking that we wouldn’t be okay if we both tried. I know we will.
Let me in. Just let me in. That’s all I want. I’m not going to hurt you if you do. You don’t have to worry about that. I trust you with my heart, now just trust me with yours. You won’t regret it. What you will regret is not letting me into your feelings, causing me to believe I’m not enough for you or worth the effort and ultimately leave.
Stupid motherfucking calculus.
I want you to stop fucking studying for calculus. I want you to look up from that goddamn book and think, “Shit, I just fucked up” and call me and apologize for thinking that we wouldn’t be okay if we both tried. I know we will.
Let me in. Just let me in. That’s all I want. I’m not going to hurt you if you do. You don’t have to worry about that. I trust you with my heart, now just trust me with yours. You won’t regret it. What you will regret is not letting me into your feelings, causing me to believe I’m not enough for you or worth the effort and ultimately leave.
Stupid motherfucking calculus.
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