Resolution.

Finally, ten days after the start of the new year, I have a New Year's Resolution: to find myself again.

Since the beginning of high school, I've slowly lost parts of who I am. I've given up writing, reading, anything involving music, and my sanity. Yesterday was my last day off of school for winter vacation, and I had a breakdown on the phone with TJ. I cried for a long time, saying how I hated IB and that I wanted to get out and I needed to find who I was again. In time and a shower, I got over it, but that's when I realized this resolution.

I've been broken. I've stopped doing so much that makes me, well, me. And I have to change that, if not for common sense and reason then for the sake of owning my teenage years. I need to change back into who I am.

It's my goal to do something for ME every day; not for school, not for my family, not for my friends, not for TJ. And I will do it.

Love,
Caitlyn