Told you I'd finish one tonight...

Here's "July 14th":

You couldn't have told me so,
Couldn't have said you’d be my direction.
No one said, when we met, you’d make me fall in love,
And steal my affection.

Just like that, at the drop of a hat,
We were head over heels.

And all, I wanted was you,
And I thought, our love must be true,
So we decided to take the leap,
Because our feelings were just too deep.
I only wish I knew the truth.

No one could have told me so,
Couldn't have said you’d leave me utterly broken.
No one said, when you left, that I’d cry, attempt to die,
And that my life would overall darken.

Just like that, I became a goddamn doormat,
And I wonder: will I ever heal?

But all, I wanted was you,
And I still thought, our love must be true.
In the end you decided to leave,
And caused me to more than gently weep.
I only wish that I had known the truth.

I think that you can’t hurt me,
More drinks would make me lonely,
But I’m on the brink of being more than tipsy,
And I wish you’d just call me sweetie,
Because drunkenly I see…

That all, I want is you,
And I know, our love had to have been true.
To this day we have a chance in which I believe,
And who knows what promises I’ll keep.
If only I could tell you the truth.

Love,
Caitlyn