I never wanted this. These silent tears screaming down my face. The feelings of worthlessness. The screwed up life. None of it.
Graham was my life and my world, and as much as I hate to admit it I still love him and still want our future. But it probably won't happen.
I'm back with TJ now. Weird right? I like him alot and care about him, am very sexually attracted to him. He was over today and things got heavy to say the least. It made me feel better than I have in a long time.
I decided to burn the things from my relationship with Graham. Certain items that either physically can't be burned or I couldn't emotionally will be mailed to him. We aren't speaking. Just can't deal with what he's done.
Confused.
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