Time and time again I've tried blogging, and time and time again I grow tired of it and drop it. However, that won't happen this time, mostly because I have many areas to talk about.
The point, I guess you could say, would be for me to get my feelings out there so that I'm not bursting at the seams wanting to talk to someone that won't judge me or what I'm thinking.
I realize that what I'm planning on talking about is going to be deep, controversial, possibly sounding like a teenage girl (but isn't that what I am?), and repetitive at certain points. But to me, it's worth it.
All of my friends that I try to talk to are biased, because they honestly don't know what to say to me. My fiance Graham, too, is biased, because he's the one that was hurt on both ends and so he doesn't want me to have anything to do with the people who hurt me or even think about them. But the problem is that I can't stop thinking about them. That's the point.
True feelings will be revealed, and I'm not afraid of what could happen.
Love,
Caitlyn
